..... .... ... .. . mimi

Time check 3:41am, well time is running out, I've failled again, after she was gone, all this happen, I have dissapointed everyone, my family my friends, it time to go. 1 month left. My family is getting a lawyer for their good for nothing son. Still have this time while I'm on bail to at least repay everything, hopefully. If she didn't left me, if we were still together, I think we would be happiled married. Well life doesn't go that way, god is always trying to test us with everything. Well I just need to live my life. When everythings settled and I'm out, I got to start afresh & lead a good life. The other girl yeah, she's still in my life, her usual self...

Nur shafawati & Suhaili...
If u combine these two, it would be my dream girl... LoL~!

But u won't get what u want,

That's life..

*mimi

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 // 3:40 AM

have you...

have u ever met someone else but is still not good enough?

i did,
cause nobody could ever replace you...

Monday, July 13, 2009 // 2:16 AM

Y.O.U

I woke up, it was still dark. I checked my handphone, it was 3am. It has been a very rough month for me and it still ain't over yet. As I stared away thinking, I decided to divert the stressful stuffs and try to think of other thoughts. Then again, I remembered you baby. The time when u hug and smiled at me when I've managed to make you happy, brought a smile out of me. You are such an angel. Well it's okay babe, I didn't feel sad or anything when you declined on meeting me,but I just miss you that's all. Maybe I'll just wait and wait till I don't know when la uh. It's amazing how you can lighten up my day just by thinking of you.

Thank you sweets...

Thanks for all those sweet memories...

Sunday, July 12, 2009 // 2:17 AM

things that reminded me of you,
-nurses
-bangkok
-woodlands
-chicken wings
-butterflies
-cheese fries
-clubbing
-those white sandals that have already gathered dust
-my green ape & brown GAP & Lacoste top
-my stussy keychain
-the 'you stole my heart' card
-cats with tompok2
-chocolates
-ice lemon tea
-movies
-ben & jerry's
-my white jeans
-my samsung phone
-my sleeping buddy,Patrick Starfish
-couple shirts

guess i miss u alot...
i dont think you do,well its okay...
its okay if u dont want to layan me animore or watever,i dont mind,just remember that till now i still...

LOVE YOU

whenever u feel alone or anything,sad ke,bosan ke,no one is around ke,just look back okay?

coz i'll always be here for u aite...

=)

i like this picture...us back in sg frm bangkok. & really,could feel that u really really love me alot that time...im just sad today that u're not with me anymore...

**mimi

Monday, July 06, 2009 // 11:32 PM

awake

It's 3.39am,I've just finished my supper and also finished watching one of my favourite movie, school for scoundrels, now I'm in bed with my iPod listening to music while posting this. I still can't sleep & I don't know why. I've started to feel the same thing back again. Missing her. I don't know why, but my mind can't stop thinking. I know that she doesn't care but whatever la... If I can have her back in my life would be fantastic, if not then it's not jodoh, well I sometimes ask god why I feel this way. Cause it really hurt so badly. Maybe again I think its my balasan for everything I did when I was young, my past uh. So whatever it is, I'll try once more,if until she has someone new or some new guy then I'll stop. If not I'd always try to get her back into my life. Cause life with her was wonderful. She was the only girl I've really loved in my life. So I can just try, not desperately, not like last time. Can't force someone rite. If it's fate then it is rite. Now I have to sleep, I can't just think of why, think of what it was going to be if she never had left. I've to stop all this depressing questions...

I've to smile =)

No matter what happens...

(satu jam saja, ku telah bisa cintai kamu, dihatiku. namum bagiku melupakan mu, butuh waktuku seumur hidup.)

norazmibinsazali

// 3:16 AM